Selective Amnesia

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picture from the net (google.com) question mark

Amnesia, when we hear this word we usually think of memory loss caused by an accident or a psychological trauma according to wikipedia

Lately, I’ve had the time and opportunity to think about life, and get re-acquainted with the people I used to work with, particularly with one person whom I had my “eye” on, in my previous work at a certain call center.

We never really met officially/formally, I just see him around, and maybe talked to him once or twice; probably said hi or sorry to him once or twice I don’t remember. I wanted to meet him get to know him, but I was very shy, and there were actually no opportunities , if there were I probably missed out on it because of some events that happened during those times.

A few weeks ago, I saw a picture of him on his profile through a common friend, I was just testing it out to see if he’d actually add me as a friend even if we didn’t really know each other formally. I wasn’t really expecting he would, but he did. We got to talking about everything anything under the sun..

Then as we talked every week, every other day.. I tried to remember the times when this guy I liked  at that time, lets hide his name with the initials “RB” when we crossed paths, and talked during those moments when we were at the same call center in Pasig. But something different happened, events from about three (3) years ago, came flooding back, like a big flash back, good and bad memories at that certain call center.  Continue reading

Paano kita makikilala?

 

picture from the net (google)

picture from the net (google)

Noon gustong gusto kitang makilala..

Pero hindi nagkaroon ng pagkakataon.

Kaya hangang tingiin tingiin nalng sa malayo.

Ngunit sinagot ng tadhana sa kakaibang paraan ang aking mga tanong…

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Wondering Thoughts

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I came across your picture..

I “stalked” your profile because I was curious about you,

Because I never got a chance to know you.

Except for that one night at work when I talked to you…

I dont even remember what I said to you.

From the things I discovered, I regret that we never got a chance to get to know each other.

Now that we’ve gone separate ways..
Is there a chance that our paths would cross again?

 

cropped-couple-sweet.jpgWritten by : © Anj Atutubo; April 03, 2014

Title by: © Grace Sanguyo; April 03,2014

Bakit ? Kung wala naman talaga?

Bakit ka naiinis kung wala naman talaga?

Lately, naiisip ko ang tadahana ay mapag laro. Kung ano o sino ang ayaw mo yun ang napupunta sayo. Kung ano yung opposite ng gusto mo, yun ung napupunta sayo.

May makikilala ka , may makikita ka na bagay akala mo lahat okay na, pero minsan hindi mag tatagal o kaya minsan bigla nalang maglalaho.

Maraming tanong ang naglalaro sa isip..

Bakit kung kelan akala mo papasa ka sa isang bagay malalaman mo tagilid pala.?

Bakit kung akala mo nakita mo na yung bagay na gustong gusto mo hindi mo naman din pala makukuha? Bakit pa nag pakita sayo?

Bakit denial ka sa una, pero pag mg isa ka nalang iniisip mo ng iniisip ? Yun pala akala mo wala pero meron.

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Saturdays

Sabado.. karamihan sa atin ito ang paboritong araw, kasi weekend na. Para sa akin kasi Sunday pa ang pinaka-weekend ko dahil sa may pasok pa ako. Kahit Sabado ang pinaka hectic na araw ko, marami akong dahilan kung bakit nagging paborito ko ang Sabado, kung bakit ako natutuwa (excited). Isa na rito: dahil makikita ko ang mga kaibigan  (friends) ko , pangalawa: may bago ako matutunan, bonus na ang tuwing sa araw na ito, makikita o nakikita ko ang inspirasyon ko.

Nitong , nakaraan sabado, sobrang excited ko kasi sa wakas matatapos na rin ang sem, sembreak na (Yehey! 🙂 )   ngunit nalungkot din ako kasi , na realize ko huling pagkikita na namen ni inspirasyon.

Habang papasok ako,  maraming naiisip at pumapasok sa isip ko, may narinig akong kanta na “swak na swak” para sa nararamdaman ko kay “crush” (haha parang highschool lang).

Sobrang naka relate ako sa lyrics ng kanta at napangiti ako habang sinasabayan ang kanta at na-i-isip siya, kahit hindi ko alam ang title at kung sino kumanta.

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