Selective Amnesia

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picture from the net (google.com) question mark

Amnesia, when we hear this word we usually think of memory loss caused by an accident or a psychological trauma according to wikipedia

Lately, I’ve had the time and opportunity to think about life, and get re-acquainted with the people I used to work with, particularly with one person whom I had my “eye” on, in my previous work at a certain call center.

We never really met officially/formally, I just see him around, and maybe talked to him once or twice; probably said hi or sorry to him once or twice I don’t remember. I wanted to meet him get to know him, but I was very shy, and there were actually no opportunities , if there were I probably missed out on it because of some events that happened during those times.

A few weeks ago, I saw a picture of him on his profile through a common friend, I was just testing it out to see if he’d actually add me as a friend even if we didn’t really know each other formally. I wasn’t really expecting he would, but he did. We got to talking about everything anything under the sun..

Then as we talked every week, every other day.. I tried to remember the times when this guy I liked  at that time, lets hide his name with the initials “RB” when we crossed paths, and talked during those moments when we were at the same call center in Pasig. But something different happened, events from about three (3) years ago, came flooding back, like a big flash back, good and bad memories at that certain call center.  Continue reading

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Paano kita makikilala?

 

picture from the net (google)

picture from the net (google)

Noon gustong gusto kitang makilala..

Pero hindi nagkaroon ng pagkakataon.

Kaya hangang tingiin tingiin nalng sa malayo.

Ngunit sinagot ng tadhana sa kakaibang paraan ang aking mga tanong…

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Wondering Thoughts

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I came across your picture..

I “stalked” your profile because I was curious about you,

Because I never got a chance to know you.

Except for that one night at work when I talked to you…

I dont even remember what I said to you.

From the things I discovered, I regret that we never got a chance to get to know each other.

Now that we’ve gone separate ways..
Is there a chance that our paths would cross again?

 

cropped-couple-sweet.jpgWritten by : © Anj Atutubo; April 03, 2014

Title by: © Grace Sanguyo; April 03,2014

Portal Interruptions

Portal Interruptions?

Bakit portal interruptions eto ang title na binigay ng aking kaibigang si Grace nung kinukwento ko sa kanya ang aking mga panaginip. Madalas ako mag kuwento sa kanya ng mga panaginip o dreams ko kasi mahilig kami mag analyze ng mga ibig sabihin nito. Kahit minsan naman wala naman talaga ibig sabihin.

Sabi nila ang panaginip daw ay minsan nag ka-ka-totoo o kaya naman eto ay ang iniisip mo subconsciously o kaya warnings or predictions para sa hinaharap o future.

Mula ng magbakasyon, may mga panagnip akong paulit-ulit, kung hindi naman paulit-ulit ung panaginip ko.. iisang tao lang yung nasa panaginip. kaya sinong hindi mag tataka, kahit ako nag tataka na rin eh. Minsan nakakasira ng ulo kakaisip kung anong ibig sabihin, kaya kailangan ikuwento, baka mamaya kasi wala naman talaga meaning.

Tulad nung unang unang panaginip ko nung nag simula ang bakasyon:

Day 1:

Sabado, ng mag umpisa ang aking panaginip. Sa akin panaginip nasa may mga kainan ako sa school namen sa Q.C. may kasama ako, itago nalang natin siya sa pangalaan Zander. Habang kami ay kumakain nagku-kuwentuhan lang kami ng kung ano ano (anything under the sun). Continue reading