Sitting alone outside the veranda
Smoking, watching the raindrops fall
thought about why after all these years
You came back into my life.
Then in a moment you disappear from my life,
Thinking why after all those years
I never really thought about you,
Except for that one day.
And in an instant you were back in my life
Then in a jiffy you were gone.
Got me thinking..
Have I been really injured in my past?
That because of the wounds in my heart
I’ve become numb and pushed you away.
I haven’t felt this way in years and
As I watched the raindrops fall
I felt a familiar sensation.
I realized I’m missing you
That I’m actually in-love…
I was petrfiried to get hurt once more
I ended up hurting and forced you away.
Now I’m wondering will
Things ever be the same..
Will I ever see you again,
Hold you back in my arms,
There’s no way of knowing
Written by Anj Atutubo 06/16/2009